Perfection Strikes Again

Last week I did a scary thing.

I taught my very first class on how to overcome emotional eating.

I was super excited to teach this class. I mean, this is my zone. I know this shit. I struggled with emotional eating for about 30 years. It's a topic that is near & dear to my heart. I want to share my story, and help other people overcome it like I have.

At the same time, I was terrified to teach a class. I was so nervous. I thought, "what if I suck?", "what if I freeze?", "what if it's not helpful?".

I thought about bailing on the class, but another voice inside me said "no". "Keep going". "You can do this".

So....I spent hours preparing the perfect outline. It had the perfect flow. Everything was going to be perfect. Just like back in my corporate life, when I had the perfect presentation, ran the perfect meeting, and tried to do everything so perfectly. You can see where this is going.....

The class was going to be live, with a recording for folks to watch later. Perfect!

I held the class. It was great!! I stayed on point. I didn't cry (a bonus). A decent number of people showed up, interacted, and asked questions. It was perfect!! I ended the class feeling high on life, and super excited that I showed up and delivered. I even did a Facebook Live on my personal page talking about this wonderful accomplishment.

A few hours later, we noticed the video was gone. It was mysteriously deleted from Facebook. Not perfect.

I offered to do it again, because I was so happy & excited. It was perfect, after all. I could totally do it again.

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